First off its True Confessions Tuesday:
I'm totally off the weight loss wagon and don't see any sign of getting back up on. I'm not all that motivated. I eat like crap then run my butt off. Its amazing I haven't gained even more weight.
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The Shrinking Jeans Ladies have asked us to talk about 3 ways I'm going to do to stay on track this month. This is a little hard because eating poorly wouldn't exactly be "getting off track" for me.
- Keep up with marathon training.
This is my only salvation right now.
- Focus on others.
I hope to outline it in another blog, but fast food has been a major weakness of mine lately. I'm going out practically every day for lunch. As a result, I'm literally eating up all of my personal spending money. I have $125 budgeted every month to spend on whatever I want. And apparently what I want are bigger thighs.
I want to start picking a charity of the month to donate part of that spending money to. Maybe with this face starring at me, I can keep myself under control.
- Really look within myself.
Superficial BS isn't going to cut it any more. Why is it that I want to be smaller? What am I hoping to accomplish? Until I figure those things out, I can't get jump started again. I've shared the quote before that discipline is remembering what you want and right now I haven't the foggiest.
That's a pretty simple look at things, but its where I am. Next up - finding my motivation to decorate for Christmas whilst workmen make my house filthy.